Tidbits FOREVER

- Just finished my last final today. Pretty sure I'm not going to pass Spanish, which means my first repeated course in my entire college career. Sadface.

- I'm never taking 7 courses again. There's a reason why I didn't write anything during the entire month of November.

- This semester has been the most expensive yet. I've lost a harddrive, RCA cable, two black belts, two credit cards, and a bag belonging to the school containing miscellaneous cables and irreplaceable DV tapes and DVD's (among many other things which I'm sure I'm forgetting right now.) That's all on top of having to replace a blown tire and my car window that was smashed in broad daylight at my work. The losing stuff is all because I've been really scatter brained. Gonna try to be more on top of things next year.

- I only have one semester of school left, and that realization is just starting to hit me right now. Which means..

- I'm starting to get emotional about a lot of things, very easily. I'm sad that I won't be returning to choir next semester. I'm sad that I'll be leaving behind Dagnabit and all my theatre buddies. I'm sad that many of us who've grown so close in the last few years will go our separate ways after next summer. I'm sad that I can already see a fresh new group of CSU arts friends forming, all younger than me. It makes me feel old. And on that note...

- Damn. I feel old. I don't know why all of a sudden. Maybe graduation has something to do with it? But I know I'm not the only one. Myself and the only other two 23 year old's at tonight's choir dinner spent a good chunk of it marveling at how we were the oldest ones there.

- I really want to go out with a bang next semester. I feel like I've accomplished so much in such a small amount of time, and I want to leave my mark when I go. Not quite sure how I'm going to do that, but I've got a few ideas up my sleeve. We'll see what happens.


Here's one of the many pieces of work that frantically fell out of my head and into the real world over the last two weeks. I share it because 1) I love Lemon Demon, 2) it's the first of this kind of work I've made in a long time and I'm really proud of it, and 3) the style of the piece is a direct result of my mindset over the last two weeks - fractured, disjointed, and chaotic. Enjoy.