Myself

I think I'm slowly coming to the realization that, in general, I don't quite care for myself as much as I should. This is not meant to be taken in a negative light; I think I've just settled with who I am, never questioning what kind of a person I could be. At midway through the year it's a bit too late for New Year's Resolutions, but I think that, if last year was the year I realized how important my loved ones are, this year may be the year where I realize how important myself is. I think it's time to break that apathy that I've fallen into over the last few years. I want to try to treat people better, and try to give second chances. I want to keep a more open mind on all things in general. I want to take better care of myself (as it's the only self I've got.) I want to at least make some progress toward figuring out my place in the universe.

And all the while, I want to have one hell of a good time.

Will I succeed? Who knows. Do I really mean any of this, or am I just particularly angsty at the moment, turning to my online journal like so many others? Ehh... questions I won't bother contemplating. This has been a bit more dramatic that my usual musings, I know, but I think that if I set my goals high enough, I'll never run out of stuff to do. I mean, what do I have to lose? May as well give it a shot.

Keep Moving Forward.